1 00:00:04,834 --> 00:00:06,291 Previously on "The Arrangement"... 2 00:00:06,291 --> 00:00:08,000 Have you ever been up to the Institute? 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:10,083 -Nope. -Some people find it weird. 4 00:00:10,083 --> 00:00:11,625 Well, it obviously worked for you. 5 00:00:11,625 --> 00:00:13,166 I wouldn't be here without it. 6 00:00:13,166 --> 00:00:14,750 So it's true? I'm being replaced. 7 00:00:14,750 --> 00:00:16,458 I got a call from Amelia's rep. 8 00:00:16,458 --> 00:00:18,625 He's Institute, so we know how that works. 9 00:00:18,625 --> 00:00:19,750 - Megan. - Have you looked at 10 00:00:19,750 --> 00:00:21,625 the language in this contract? 11 00:00:21,625 --> 00:00:23,458 He's expecting you to be the perfect girlfriend. 12 00:00:23,458 --> 00:00:26,458 And I'm sorry, but we both know you haven't been perfect. 13 00:00:26,458 --> 00:00:29,000 I'm not on the list, but I love your play. 14 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:31,208 Every actor who walks in here tells me they love my play. 15 00:00:31,208 --> 00:00:33,000 And have you found your Kate yet? 16 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:34,500 We'll read your script, but you're just going to 17 00:00:34,500 --> 00:00:35,750 need to be patient. 18 00:00:35,750 --> 00:00:37,000 I found someone for us. 19 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:39,792 DeAnn, this is Annika. 20 00:00:39,792 --> 00:00:42,709 I'm not so good at being patient. 21 00:00:42,709 --> 00:00:45,083 You make things look one way, and then Terence 22 00:00:45,083 --> 00:00:47,375 snaps his fingers, and you become a different person. 23 00:00:47,375 --> 00:00:50,166 I wasn't worth knowing when I met Terence. 24 00:00:50,166 --> 00:00:53,000 And everything I have that's good in my life--including you-- 25 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:55,458 I have because of Terence. It's just gonna take time. 26 00:00:58,709 --> 00:01:00,333 People always ask me if it was really me 27 00:01:00,333 --> 00:01:02,583 jumping off that suspension bridge in "AWOL." 28 00:01:02,583 --> 00:01:05,208 The answer is yes. I was the only one 29 00:01:05,208 --> 00:01:09,208 to jump off that very, very tall bridge. 30 00:01:09,208 --> 00:01:11,625 I was also the only one who couldn't stop 31 00:01:11,625 --> 00:01:13,375 shaking beforehand. 32 00:01:13,375 --> 00:01:15,583 Now, why do you think I was shaking? 33 00:01:15,583 --> 00:01:17,083 Because you were scared. 34 00:01:17,083 --> 00:01:18,542 I was cold. 35 00:01:20,166 --> 00:01:23,041 All right, maybe I was a little bit scared. 36 00:01:23,041 --> 00:01:25,375 But the point is is I always like to keep it real. 37 00:01:25,375 --> 00:01:27,625 That's why I'm so proud to be a part of building 38 00:01:27,625 --> 00:01:30,458 the new Central L.A. Youth Center. 39 00:01:30,458 --> 00:01:32,583 This place is very important to me. 40 00:01:32,583 --> 00:01:34,208 'Cause not only am I a movie star, 41 00:01:34,208 --> 00:01:36,625 but I'm also one of you guys. 42 00:01:36,625 --> 00:01:39,500 I grew up an orphan. 43 00:01:41,709 --> 00:01:43,709 And I never liked that word. 44 00:01:43,709 --> 00:01:45,500 Each and every one of you have a story 45 00:01:45,500 --> 00:01:47,083 as to how you got here. 46 00:01:47,083 --> 00:01:48,625 My story's about an eight-year-old kid 47 00:01:48,625 --> 00:01:50,542 from Lone Grove, Oklahoma 48 00:01:50,542 --> 00:01:53,208 whose dad was killed by a drunk driver. 49 00:01:53,208 --> 00:01:55,417 A boy who lost his mother to cancer... 50 00:01:55,417 --> 00:01:57,500 and ended up on the streets. 51 00:01:57,500 --> 00:01:59,875 The good news is is where you start 52 00:01:59,875 --> 00:02:01,583 is just the beginning. 53 00:02:01,583 --> 00:02:04,750 Like a movie, your life is a story. 54 00:02:04,750 --> 00:02:06,792 Nobody gets to write it but you. 55 00:02:06,792 --> 00:02:09,333 You know, it just occurred to me, 56 00:02:09,333 --> 00:02:11,417 you haven't been to the Institute yet, have you? 57 00:02:11,417 --> 00:02:13,834 No, not yet. 58 00:02:13,834 --> 00:02:16,750 You know, IHM is such a big part of Kyle's life, 59 00:02:16,750 --> 00:02:20,083 I think you'd wanna experience it, too. 60 00:02:20,083 --> 00:02:22,375 I wanna experience everything in Kyle's life... 61 00:02:22,375 --> 00:02:25,834 including the Institute at some point. 62 00:02:25,834 --> 00:02:28,667 Well, we should get you in the intro workshop, then. 63 00:02:28,667 --> 00:02:31,875 Did Kyle tell you I was just cast in a play? 64 00:02:31,875 --> 00:02:34,417 Yeah, that's great. 65 00:02:34,417 --> 00:02:36,667 But you can never be too busy to work on yourself. 66 00:02:36,667 --> 00:02:38,792 I know it's hard... 67 00:02:38,792 --> 00:02:41,333 What is it you're afraid of? 68 00:02:41,333 --> 00:02:44,166 I know it's a lot easier just to close yourself off. 69 00:02:47,291 --> 00:02:54,291 ♪ ♪ 70 00:02:57,291 --> 00:03:04,291 ♪ ♪ 71 00:03:08,667 --> 00:03:12,500 ♪ ♪ 72 00:03:12,500 --> 00:03:15,875 ♪ Let me tell you about a little situation ♪ 73 00:03:15,875 --> 00:03:17,959 ♪ It's been testing my patience, man... ♪ 74 00:03:17,959 --> 00:03:19,792 -Hey, you. -Hey. 75 00:03:19,792 --> 00:03:21,417 You working today? 76 00:03:21,417 --> 00:03:23,667 Just here to watch and support. 77 00:03:23,667 --> 00:03:26,834 -Nice. -And to say congratulations. 78 00:03:26,834 --> 00:03:29,667 I read on "Deadline" you're going to direct. 79 00:03:29,667 --> 00:03:31,417 Did you? 80 00:03:31,417 --> 00:03:33,709 -Must be true, then. -You are going to be amazing. 81 00:03:33,709 --> 00:03:36,709 -Hey. -Hello, sir. 82 00:03:36,709 --> 00:03:38,333 -How are you? -I'm good, how are you? 83 00:03:38,333 --> 00:03:40,500 Good. Did I see your name on the list 84 00:03:40,500 --> 00:03:42,875 -for the new awareness seminar? -You did. 85 00:03:42,875 --> 00:03:44,625 -I'm really excited. -Excellent. 86 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:46,667 You keeping this knucklehead in line? 87 00:03:46,667 --> 00:03:48,500 More like the other way around. 88 00:03:52,667 --> 00:03:56,291 -She's working hard. -Exactly. 89 00:03:56,291 --> 00:03:59,375 Well, a little enthusiasm never hurt. 90 00:03:59,375 --> 00:04:01,709 Speaking of which, I spoke to Megan 91 00:04:01,709 --> 00:04:03,709 about taking the workshop at IHM. 92 00:04:03,709 --> 00:04:06,417 Oh, you did? What'd you say? 93 00:04:06,417 --> 00:04:08,959 Oh, I didn't--didn't push, but it's been two months, man. 94 00:04:08,959 --> 00:04:10,458 She's a huge part of your life. 95 00:04:10,458 --> 00:04:13,208 She hasn't set foot in the place. 96 00:04:13,208 --> 00:04:14,750 Kyle, the writer's on set if you wanna 97 00:04:14,750 --> 00:04:17,333 -go through your changes. -Good. Thanks. 98 00:04:17,333 --> 00:04:20,667 Let me talk to Megan. 99 00:04:23,667 --> 00:04:26,542 ♪ ♪ 100 00:04:26,542 --> 00:04:28,375 How does he seem to you? 101 00:04:28,375 --> 00:04:29,750 A little distant. 102 00:04:29,750 --> 00:04:31,542 Has been for a few days. Why? 103 00:04:31,542 --> 00:04:33,583 Because this is the third time he's asked for a rewrite 104 00:04:33,583 --> 00:04:36,417 on this scene, and we're already behind schedule. 105 00:04:36,417 --> 00:04:38,041 -Well, how is the scene? -The scene is fine. 106 00:04:38,041 --> 00:04:40,417 -It's him that's not right. -Well, apparently 107 00:04:40,417 --> 00:04:42,500 Megan's very busy doing a play. 108 00:04:42,500 --> 00:04:47,291 We both know he's used to having...an outlet. 109 00:04:47,291 --> 00:04:50,542 You know, Terence, not everything is about sex. 110 00:04:50,542 --> 00:04:52,375 Not for Kyle at least. 111 00:04:52,375 --> 00:04:55,291 Can we have first team in for rehearsal, please? 112 00:04:55,291 --> 00:04:59,583 ♪ ♪ 113 00:04:59,583 --> 00:05:02,417 I spent the entire flight at the window, 114 00:05:02,417 --> 00:05:04,875 staring down at the clouds, 115 00:05:04,875 --> 00:05:07,583 looking for patches of ground to appear. 116 00:05:07,583 --> 00:05:10,417 I know that window. I see it at night when I-- 117 00:05:10,417 --> 00:05:12,291 Okay, stop, please. 118 00:05:15,792 --> 00:05:18,959 I have no idea what either of you are doing 119 00:05:18,959 --> 00:05:21,417 besides just saying the words. 120 00:05:21,417 --> 00:05:24,667 This is the most important moment of the act. 121 00:05:24,667 --> 00:05:28,959 They are finally telling the truth--or trying to. 122 00:05:28,959 --> 00:05:31,792 Oh. Yeah, I-I didn't get that. 123 00:05:31,792 --> 00:05:33,500 Which is exactly my point. 124 00:05:33,500 --> 00:05:34,917 There is never a moment in this play 125 00:05:34,917 --> 00:05:37,000 where you are not making a choice, Owen. 126 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:38,750 Otherwise, we all die. 127 00:05:38,750 --> 00:05:40,792 I don't think the audience will get it either, 128 00:05:40,792 --> 00:05:42,792 no matter what choice we make. 129 00:05:42,792 --> 00:05:45,500 -Excuse me? -I think the importance 130 00:05:45,500 --> 00:05:48,333 of the moment is gonna get lost in the metaphor. 131 00:05:48,333 --> 00:05:50,542 -Lost in the metaphor. 132 00:05:50,542 --> 00:05:51,875 Wow. 133 00:05:51,875 --> 00:05:54,333 That is insanely deep. 134 00:05:54,333 --> 00:05:56,750 -It's-- -Let's take it from 135 00:05:56,750 --> 00:05:59,125 -the beginning of the scene. -Just my opinion. 136 00:05:59,125 --> 00:06:01,000 The metaphor is what the writing is. 137 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:04,000 That's what makes it a play and not some processed rubbish 138 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:07,000 we spoon-feed an audience. Now back to one! 139 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:08,959 Look, we love the writing. 140 00:06:08,959 --> 00:06:13,417 It's dense and complex, and it constantly makes you think. 141 00:06:13,417 --> 00:06:15,667 But if you're gonna ask the audience to do the work, 142 00:06:15,667 --> 00:06:17,000 don't you have to reward them? 143 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:18,458 I'm not asking them to work for it. 144 00:06:18,458 --> 00:06:22,750 I'm asking you. I am telling you. 145 00:06:22,750 --> 00:06:23,750 Yeah. 146 00:06:23,750 --> 00:06:25,500 Reward them with what? 147 00:06:25,500 --> 00:06:27,000 Clarity. 148 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:28,959 At some point, they're gonna want you to just 149 00:06:28,959 --> 00:06:31,000 come out and say it. 150 00:06:33,792 --> 00:06:37,125 We are completely wasting our time here. 151 00:06:43,500 --> 00:06:45,709 So...are we on a ten or-- 152 00:06:48,083 --> 00:06:49,625 He seems nice. 153 00:06:49,625 --> 00:06:52,875 What are you doing here? 154 00:06:52,875 --> 00:06:55,375 I got some downtime. I thought I'd take you to lunch. 155 00:06:55,375 --> 00:06:57,500 -Yeah. -All right. 156 00:06:57,500 --> 00:06:59,750 -Here you go. -Thank you. 157 00:06:59,750 --> 00:07:02,125 -All right. -Okay! 158 00:07:02,125 --> 00:07:04,166 Noodles and seaweed on a hot dog. 159 00:07:04,166 --> 00:07:06,125 You think I'm gonna like this? 160 00:07:06,125 --> 00:07:07,709 I know you will. 161 00:07:07,709 --> 00:07:10,166 I was right about Carlito's Tacos, wasn't I? 162 00:07:10,166 --> 00:07:12,125 Aw, the first day we met. 163 00:07:12,125 --> 00:07:13,709 Best day of my life. 164 00:07:13,709 --> 00:07:15,166 All right, I'm doing this for you. 165 00:07:15,166 --> 00:07:17,709 -All right. -Okay. 166 00:07:17,709 --> 00:07:19,917 Mm. Hmm. 167 00:07:21,750 --> 00:07:23,083 You know what? 168 00:07:23,083 --> 00:07:24,625 It's way better than it looks. 169 00:07:24,625 --> 00:07:26,583 -I know what you like. -Yeah, you do. 170 00:07:28,458 --> 00:07:31,583 So the day at Carlito's, do you remember when 171 00:07:31,583 --> 00:07:33,875 I talked about the Institute for a little bit? 172 00:07:33,875 --> 00:07:36,542 -Sure. -Did I freak you out at all? 173 00:07:36,542 --> 00:07:38,458 -Hey, bro, check it out! -No. Mm-mm. 174 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:40,000 -Right there! -I can see how good 175 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:42,417 it's been for you. Why? 176 00:07:42,417 --> 00:07:43,959 Because you haven't really mentioned anything 177 00:07:43,959 --> 00:07:45,583 about wanting to get involved. 178 00:07:48,917 --> 00:07:50,208 Did Terence put you up to this? 179 00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:53,542 Forget Terence. This is me asking. 180 00:07:56,458 --> 00:07:58,542 Honestly, I mean-- 181 00:07:58,542 --> 00:08:00,125 I had my fill of the Institute when Terence 182 00:08:00,125 --> 00:08:03,041 -bailed out Brandon Drake. -I hear you. 183 00:08:03,041 --> 00:08:04,917 That was a bad night. 184 00:08:04,917 --> 00:08:06,250 I just don't want that to be your impression 185 00:08:06,250 --> 00:08:07,792 of the Institute. 186 00:08:07,792 --> 00:08:09,166 You know, maybe that's not fair, 187 00:08:09,166 --> 00:08:12,542 but it's a big part of my life for a reason. 188 00:08:12,542 --> 00:08:15,917 Look, all I'm asking is that you take the introductory workshop. 189 00:08:15,917 --> 00:08:19,792 If you hate it, we don't ever have to talk about IHM again. 190 00:08:19,792 --> 00:08:21,625 But I think you're gonna like it. 191 00:08:21,625 --> 00:08:24,625 I mean, I'm already batting 1.000, right? 192 00:08:38,125 --> 00:08:40,583 Is everything okay? 193 00:08:40,583 --> 00:08:42,166 Yeah, it's just a business manager 194 00:08:42,166 --> 00:08:44,834 all over my ass about taxes. 195 00:08:46,875 --> 00:08:49,542 No. Run and hide--this is exactly what I was afraid of. 196 00:08:49,542 --> 00:08:52,250 It's a couple of days at an introductory workshop. 197 00:08:52,250 --> 00:08:54,917 -How's it gonna hurt? -That's how they hook you. 198 00:08:54,917 --> 00:08:57,166 They get you to go in to just try it out. 199 00:08:57,166 --> 00:08:59,291 And then they make it so you cannot leave. 200 00:08:59,291 --> 00:09:01,125 Like, there's a new guy at my work 201 00:09:01,125 --> 00:09:03,875 whose ex-boyfriend's sister started off the exact same way. 202 00:09:03,875 --> 00:09:05,583 Sounds like a reliable source. 203 00:09:05,583 --> 00:09:07,166 And she got really into it, 204 00:09:07,166 --> 00:09:09,000 and then when she tried to get out, 205 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:10,709 they started totally harassing her. 206 00:09:10,709 --> 00:09:14,583 -Harassing her how? -Harassing her--spying on her, 207 00:09:14,583 --> 00:09:17,083 following her everywhere. 208 00:09:17,083 --> 00:09:18,125 She literally couldn't take it anymore 209 00:09:18,125 --> 00:09:19,250 and actually went back to them. 210 00:09:19,250 --> 00:09:21,000 'Cause that's what they do. 211 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:22,667 It's like, once you're in, they have all your secrets 212 00:09:22,667 --> 00:09:24,709 so they own your ass. 213 00:09:24,709 --> 00:09:28,041 And then you're just, you know, their little self-help zombie. 214 00:09:28,041 --> 00:09:29,834 You think about that while I pee. 215 00:09:31,834 --> 00:09:34,625 Look, don't listen to Hope. 216 00:09:34,625 --> 00:09:37,041 She doesn't know what the hell she's talking about. 217 00:09:37,041 --> 00:09:40,125 What have you heard? 218 00:09:40,125 --> 00:09:43,875 I've taken the workshop myself. 219 00:09:43,875 --> 00:09:46,333 -What? -Mm-hmm. 220 00:09:46,333 --> 00:09:49,959 So remember that guy James I met at Kyle's party? 221 00:09:49,959 --> 00:09:52,750 -Yeah. -He hooked me up. 222 00:09:52,750 --> 00:09:55,083 -After we hooked up. -Wow. 223 00:09:55,083 --> 00:09:56,709 So what was it like? 224 00:09:56,709 --> 00:09:58,875 Great. 225 00:09:58,875 --> 00:10:01,000 Wait, are we talking about the hook-up, or are we 226 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:02,625 -talking about the Institute-- -The workshop. 227 00:10:02,625 --> 00:10:05,041 -All right. -You know, it--it's intense. 228 00:10:05,041 --> 00:10:07,083 But it's a lot of soul searching, you know? 229 00:10:07,083 --> 00:10:10,083 Yeah. I don't know. 230 00:10:10,083 --> 00:10:13,125 I mean, it's one thing to be involved with someone 231 00:10:13,125 --> 00:10:15,250 who wants me to look at myself. 232 00:10:15,250 --> 00:10:16,792 You know, reveal myself. 233 00:10:16,792 --> 00:10:19,291 You know, I could figure out how to do that. 234 00:10:19,291 --> 00:10:22,750 But when it's in the middle of a group of strangers, how-- 235 00:10:22,750 --> 00:10:24,875 Mm-mm. No, Megan. You don't have to say anything 236 00:10:24,875 --> 00:10:26,625 you don't wanna say. 237 00:10:26,625 --> 00:10:29,625 You can keep your past to yourself. 238 00:10:29,625 --> 00:10:31,250 -Yeah. -And as long as 239 00:10:31,250 --> 00:10:36,041 you're with Kyle, this is just gonna keep coming up. 240 00:10:36,041 --> 00:10:38,625 Right. Yeah. 241 00:10:46,959 --> 00:10:52,041 ♪ ♪ 242 00:10:54,125 --> 00:10:57,166 You gotta stop blowing up my phone, Drea. 243 00:10:57,166 --> 00:10:59,166 It isn't cool. 244 00:10:59,166 --> 00:11:00,834 He's been asking to see you. 245 00:11:00,834 --> 00:11:02,625 You coulda said that in a text. 246 00:11:02,625 --> 00:11:06,709 The doctors are giving up, Kyle. 247 00:11:06,709 --> 00:11:09,917 He's going to die soon. 248 00:11:09,917 --> 00:11:12,750 Yeah, well, that doesn't make me like him any better. 249 00:11:12,750 --> 00:11:15,375 He's still our father. 250 00:11:15,375 --> 00:11:18,375 You asked me to pay his hospital bills, 251 00:11:18,375 --> 00:11:21,667 and I shouldn't even have done that. 252 00:11:21,667 --> 00:11:24,792 Stop contacting me. 253 00:11:41,458 --> 00:11:43,125 Welcome. 254 00:11:43,125 --> 00:11:44,875 Let me start by telling you what I am not going 255 00:11:44,875 --> 00:11:47,417 to ask you to do over the next couple days-- 256 00:11:47,417 --> 00:11:50,458 anything that you don't want to do. 257 00:11:50,458 --> 00:11:54,375 All I ask, while you're here, is that you make a commitment. 258 00:11:54,375 --> 00:11:56,083 Anyone can do that, right? 259 00:11:56,083 --> 00:11:58,333 I'm not talking about a commitment to me. 260 00:11:58,333 --> 00:12:00,000 I'm not talking about a commitment to this group 261 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:01,250 or even to the Institute. 262 00:12:01,250 --> 00:12:03,000 But I am talking about a commitment 263 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:07,291 to being present and open 264 00:12:07,291 --> 00:12:09,667 and truthful with yourself. 265 00:12:09,667 --> 00:12:13,709 I'm talking about you making a commitment to you. 266 00:12:15,875 --> 00:12:18,000 His half-sister must be depositing the checks. 267 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:19,917 It took me five minutes to find the money trail 268 00:12:19,917 --> 00:12:21,250 back to the hospital. 269 00:12:21,250 --> 00:12:24,458 So we now know what's been bothering him. 270 00:12:24,458 --> 00:12:29,500 Question is, what exactly is bothering you? 271 00:12:29,500 --> 00:12:31,458 Is it that he's doing this in the first place 272 00:12:31,458 --> 00:12:33,834 or just that he didn't talk to you about it? 273 00:12:33,834 --> 00:12:36,959 Both. We have an agreement with these people, DeAnn. 274 00:12:36,959 --> 00:12:39,083 And we put a lot of work in to get them out of his life 275 00:12:39,083 --> 00:12:42,208 and build a better narrative. 276 00:12:42,208 --> 00:12:44,000 His father is dying. 277 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:47,875 We can't tell him how he's supposed to experience that. 278 00:12:47,875 --> 00:12:50,959 I know. But the world thinks his father died years ago. 279 00:12:50,959 --> 00:12:53,917 I'm gonna talk to him. I understand the circumstances, 280 00:12:53,917 --> 00:12:55,875 but he can't just do whatever he wants. 281 00:12:55,875 --> 00:12:58,458 So you're gonna tell him how you found out? 282 00:12:58,458 --> 00:13:00,125 Show him the photos? 283 00:13:00,125 --> 00:13:01,750 You're just gonna push him further away. 284 00:13:01,750 --> 00:13:03,208 So I'm just supposed to do nothing? 285 00:13:03,208 --> 00:13:05,792 His father doesn't have much time. 286 00:13:05,792 --> 00:13:08,417 Let's just let it play out. 287 00:13:08,417 --> 00:13:10,834 I'm sure he'll come to you when he's ready, Terence. 288 00:13:10,834 --> 00:13:12,375 Yeah, it's not that. 289 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:14,250 It's what happens in the meantime. 290 00:13:14,250 --> 00:13:16,125 Well, I'm going to be with him all week on set. 291 00:13:16,125 --> 00:13:18,333 So if I see that this is continuing to be an issue, 292 00:13:18,333 --> 00:13:19,959 I will nudge him in the right direction. 293 00:13:19,959 --> 00:13:21,792 I promise. 294 00:13:21,792 --> 00:13:24,458 Speaking of which, I need to get back there 295 00:13:24,458 --> 00:13:26,917 because if we have any more delays, 296 00:13:26,917 --> 00:13:30,333 Andres is gonna need a trailer load of Xanax. 297 00:13:30,333 --> 00:13:32,333 Don't worry, I'll save you some. 298 00:13:34,291 --> 00:13:37,875 So now I want you all to picture the person in your life 299 00:13:37,875 --> 00:13:41,291 that you feel has held you back the most. 300 00:13:44,458 --> 00:13:46,500 And as you get a clear picture in your head, 301 00:13:46,500 --> 00:13:50,875 be aware of how your body wants to move now. 302 00:13:50,875 --> 00:13:53,083 Follow that instinct. 303 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:56,125 ♪ Caught up ♪ 304 00:13:56,125 --> 00:13:58,417 -♪ The stakes ♪ -Okay, now everyone 305 00:13:58,417 --> 00:14:01,208 go to your notebooks and start writing. 306 00:14:01,208 --> 00:14:04,375 ♪ Yeah, won't you take me there? ♪ 307 00:14:04,375 --> 00:14:06,125 Anything you want, but you're writing it 308 00:14:06,125 --> 00:14:09,125 to this person. 309 00:14:09,125 --> 00:14:12,250 ♪ I go solitaire ♪ 310 00:14:12,250 --> 00:14:15,166 ♪ I'm not into waking up ♪ 311 00:14:15,166 --> 00:14:18,500 ♪ When the night is young ♪ 312 00:14:18,500 --> 00:14:21,500 ♪ Moving like we're one ♪ 313 00:14:21,500 --> 00:14:24,500 ♪ Dance until it's gone ♪ 314 00:14:24,500 --> 00:14:27,291 ♪ I'm not into waking up ♪ 315 00:14:27,291 --> 00:14:30,917 ♪ I'm not into waking up ♪ 316 00:14:30,917 --> 00:14:34,500 ♪ I'm not into waking up ♪ 317 00:14:34,500 --> 00:14:37,083 Great first day, everybody. 318 00:14:37,083 --> 00:14:40,000 Now, remember how you're all gonna start day two-- 319 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:42,500 jumping out of bed, energized, ready to go-- 320 00:14:42,500 --> 00:14:45,083 without using an alarm. 321 00:14:45,083 --> 00:14:49,291 Everybody can do this. Make a commitment to yourself. 322 00:14:49,291 --> 00:14:51,000 If I could do that, I'd wear a size two 323 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:53,375 and Krispy Kreme would be out of business. 324 00:14:53,375 --> 00:14:56,291 Sorry, I should probably have a better attitude. 325 00:14:56,291 --> 00:14:59,250 But I'm only here because my boss, he's way into this crap 326 00:14:59,250 --> 00:15:01,917 - and he's making us. - I know what you mean. 327 00:15:01,917 --> 00:15:04,542 I wasn't sure I really wanted to be here, either. 328 00:15:04,542 --> 00:15:08,959 -So why'd you come? -Honestly? For my boyfriend. 329 00:15:08,959 --> 00:15:10,959 Oh, I hear that. 330 00:15:10,959 --> 00:15:13,583 Yeah, if was getting that sweet Kyle West loving, 331 00:15:13,583 --> 00:15:15,875 I'd join the Amish if he wanted me to. 332 00:15:15,875 --> 00:15:19,208 So, um... what's he like, really? 333 00:15:19,208 --> 00:15:22,875 I mean, he can't possibly be as great as he seems. 334 00:15:22,875 --> 00:15:25,583 He's not. He's better. 335 00:15:25,583 --> 00:15:27,417 -Come on. Seriously? -Trust me. 336 00:15:27,417 --> 00:15:29,250 And I'm not just saying that, 'cause I've been around 337 00:15:29,250 --> 00:15:31,041 some total a-holes. 338 00:15:31,041 --> 00:15:32,417 Nate! Crap! 339 00:15:32,417 --> 00:15:34,333 -I'll see you tomorrow. -Uh, okay. 340 00:15:37,125 --> 00:15:39,625 ♪ ♪ 341 00:15:39,625 --> 00:15:42,166 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 342 00:15:42,166 --> 00:15:44,208 I couldn't find parking anywhere. 343 00:15:44,208 --> 00:15:46,583 When I cast you, you promised me 344 00:15:46,583 --> 00:15:48,458 you'd never be late to rehearsals. 345 00:15:48,458 --> 00:15:50,667 You made a commitment. 346 00:15:50,667 --> 00:15:54,583 Please don't use that word. 347 00:15:54,583 --> 00:15:57,083 Maybe you'd rather be spending more time 348 00:15:57,083 --> 00:15:59,041 with your besties at the Institute. 349 00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:01,417 Excuse me? 350 00:16:02,583 --> 00:16:04,417 I just went to check it out, and-- 351 00:16:04,417 --> 00:16:07,000 You know what? I don't have to explain myself to you. 352 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:08,458 I'm here, I'm ready to rehearse. 353 00:16:08,458 --> 00:16:11,500 We can't. At least not yet, anyway. 354 00:16:11,500 --> 00:16:13,166 Everybody's reading the new pages. 355 00:16:13,166 --> 00:16:15,583 -What new pages? -The ones I wrote 356 00:16:15,583 --> 00:16:20,542 after you told me my play was too confusing. 357 00:16:20,542 --> 00:16:22,291 I didn't say it was confusing. 358 00:16:22,291 --> 00:16:26,125 No, you simply suggested it with a series of other words. 359 00:16:26,125 --> 00:16:31,417 Which is exactly how a metaphor works. 360 00:16:31,417 --> 00:16:33,125 Start reading. 361 00:16:40,291 --> 00:16:43,500 It's fantastic. I read scripts all day long. 362 00:16:43,500 --> 00:16:45,250 Most of them are from very successful writers, 363 00:16:45,250 --> 00:16:47,542 and I can't remember the last time one grabbed me 364 00:16:47,542 --> 00:16:49,125 the way this one did. 365 00:16:49,125 --> 00:16:51,291 -Really? -Really. 366 00:16:51,291 --> 00:16:53,333 Now, I've made some notes in the margin. 367 00:16:53,333 --> 00:16:54,750 Nothing too extreme. 368 00:16:54,750 --> 00:16:56,625 The whole arson sequence right now 369 00:16:56,625 --> 00:17:00,041 is buried under a lot of stuff that nobody's gonna care about. 370 00:17:00,041 --> 00:17:04,083 So I want you to really put some thought into the third act. 371 00:17:04,083 --> 00:17:07,542 And then I really think we should do something with this. 372 00:17:07,542 --> 00:17:09,458 Thank you. 373 00:17:11,041 --> 00:17:13,583 I'm sorry about the way I went about this. 374 00:17:13,583 --> 00:17:16,166 I...have this side of me-- 375 00:17:16,166 --> 00:17:17,709 Stop right there. 376 00:17:17,709 --> 00:17:20,667 That side of yourself that you're about to tell me 377 00:17:20,667 --> 00:17:22,709 that you're ashamed of is fearless. 378 00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:25,792 And destructive. 379 00:17:25,792 --> 00:17:28,166 And all over this script. 380 00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:32,709 And I find that very attractive. 381 00:17:32,709 --> 00:17:38,333 So...I'd like to keep my husband out of this from here on. 382 00:17:38,333 --> 00:17:41,041 I don't know if you're ready for me. 383 00:17:41,041 --> 00:17:43,542 But I guess we'll find out. 384 00:17:49,417 --> 00:17:51,375 No. 385 00:17:51,375 --> 00:17:54,500 Come on, man. This is bullshit. 386 00:17:54,500 --> 00:17:56,583 You talking to yourself? 387 00:17:59,291 --> 00:18:01,542 Saying it now so I don't have to do it to the writer's face. 388 00:18:01,542 --> 00:18:03,375 I am not ruthless like you. 389 00:18:03,375 --> 00:18:06,041 I am ruthless. 390 00:18:06,041 --> 00:18:08,667 And he made the changes. 391 00:18:08,667 --> 00:18:10,375 I don't doubt that. 392 00:18:10,375 --> 00:18:12,166 So how was the workshop? 393 00:18:12,166 --> 00:18:13,709 It was amazing. 394 00:18:13,709 --> 00:18:15,542 I mean, it was only the first day, 395 00:18:15,542 --> 00:18:17,542 but it was good. 396 00:18:17,542 --> 00:18:19,333 I think I made a new friend. 397 00:18:19,333 --> 00:18:23,625 Hey, everyone from the play is doing the bonfire thing 398 00:18:23,625 --> 00:18:26,542 up in Topanga later. Will you come? 399 00:18:26,542 --> 00:18:29,583 I really want you to meet everyone. 400 00:18:29,583 --> 00:18:32,458 Can't. Sorry, this scene shoots tomorrow 401 00:18:32,458 --> 00:18:35,208 and it's looking like I'm gonna have to rewrite it myself. 402 00:18:35,208 --> 00:18:36,750 -Boo. -Yeah. 403 00:18:36,750 --> 00:18:38,250 Okay. 404 00:18:38,250 --> 00:18:41,625 It'd be so much better if you were with me. 405 00:18:41,625 --> 00:18:43,500 You're still gonna go? 406 00:18:43,500 --> 00:18:45,333 You're gonna be working. 407 00:18:45,333 --> 00:18:48,458 -Is that a problem? -No. 408 00:18:48,458 --> 00:18:52,750 -No, it's fine. -It doesn't seem fine. 409 00:18:52,750 --> 00:18:54,667 It is, really. 410 00:18:54,667 --> 00:18:57,834 I'm just bummed that I have to stay here and work. 411 00:18:57,834 --> 00:19:00,875 You want me to help you, we could talk it out. 412 00:19:00,875 --> 00:19:03,542 No, no. Thank you, though. 413 00:19:03,542 --> 00:19:06,458 I gotta just hunker down and do it. 414 00:19:06,458 --> 00:19:09,333 Go, have fun. 415 00:19:09,333 --> 00:19:11,667 I'll try. 416 00:19:17,792 --> 00:19:19,917 ♪ ♪ 417 00:19:19,917 --> 00:19:22,291 Can't tell-- Wait, wait, let me finish. 418 00:19:22,291 --> 00:19:25,208 So we're all on stage, totally naked, right? 419 00:19:25,208 --> 00:19:26,834 We're doing the big number, "Let the Sun Shine In," 420 00:19:26,834 --> 00:19:29,750 singing and dancing, and it just...fell out of me. 421 00:19:29,750 --> 00:19:32,667 On stage? Oh, my God! What did you do? 422 00:19:32,667 --> 00:19:35,458 What could I do? The show must go on, right? 423 00:19:35,458 --> 00:19:38,291 So we all just danced around it 424 00:19:38,291 --> 00:19:40,458 until someone managed to kick it off into the wings. 425 00:19:40,458 --> 00:19:42,250 -No! -With--wait, wait-- 426 00:19:42,250 --> 00:19:43,834 with a crimson trail... 427 00:19:43,834 --> 00:19:47,250 the whole way. 428 00:19:47,250 --> 00:19:49,750 Okay, um, what do you guys do... 429 00:19:50,834 --> 00:19:52,959 When you need to cry for a scene? 430 00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:55,291 I think about my paycheck. 431 00:19:55,291 --> 00:19:57,458 I've never really had a problem with it. 432 00:19:57,458 --> 00:19:59,959 It's kinda like a switch for me. 433 00:19:59,959 --> 00:20:02,542 Just comes on when I need it. 434 00:20:02,542 --> 00:20:04,959 Uh, what about you, Jen? 435 00:20:04,959 --> 00:20:08,792 Oh, um, I... 436 00:20:08,792 --> 00:20:11,792 I think about my baby who died. 437 00:20:11,792 --> 00:20:13,375 Jesus Christ! 438 00:20:13,375 --> 00:20:15,250 -Are you serious? -Yeah. 439 00:20:15,250 --> 00:20:17,333 I was 16 when I got pregnant. 440 00:20:17,333 --> 00:20:19,750 I knew that I didn't want to keep it, 441 00:20:19,750 --> 00:20:22,750 but my parents-- they were really religious. 442 00:20:22,750 --> 00:20:26,959 So...I tried to take care of it myself. 443 00:20:26,959 --> 00:20:30,417 I heard there are ways-- things you can drink. 444 00:20:30,417 --> 00:20:31,875 But it didn't work. 445 00:20:31,875 --> 00:20:36,875 Which was good, because I... I changed my mind. 446 00:20:36,875 --> 00:20:40,750 And maybe it was hormones, but... 447 00:20:42,291 --> 00:20:47,875 I fell in love with that baby inside me. 448 00:20:47,875 --> 00:20:51,458 So I carried him for the whole nine months. 449 00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:55,500 He only lived for a few days after he was born. 450 00:20:55,500 --> 00:20:58,208 Patrick. 451 00:20:58,208 --> 00:21:01,000 That was gonna be his name. 452 00:21:03,792 --> 00:21:06,375 When I have to cry, I just pinch myself 453 00:21:06,375 --> 00:21:08,542 really, really hard. 454 00:21:08,542 --> 00:21:11,917 That explains a lot. 455 00:21:13,291 --> 00:21:16,583 Come on, Liam. Say it. 456 00:21:16,583 --> 00:21:20,375 If I say it, is that gonna change anything? 457 00:21:20,375 --> 00:21:22,917 They think you're too far gone to stop me. 458 00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:25,875 No, no, no. Don't write that. 459 00:21:25,875 --> 00:21:27,834 It's already in. 460 00:21:27,834 --> 00:21:29,625 -That was really good. -Really? 461 00:21:29,625 --> 00:21:31,417 -Yeah. -Okay, keep it. 462 00:21:31,417 --> 00:21:34,583 Then the next line, Zev crosses over to the wall, thinking-- 463 00:21:36,792 --> 00:21:37,834 Somebody's at the driveway gate. 464 00:21:37,834 --> 00:21:38,917 You want me to get rid of them? 465 00:21:38,917 --> 00:21:40,000 No, no, it's probably Megan. 466 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,333 She must have left the party early. 467 00:21:47,375 --> 00:21:54,417 ♪ ♪ 468 00:21:55,917 --> 00:21:58,917 Sorry to just drop in, but I was at a CAA party 469 00:21:58,917 --> 00:22:02,458 literally right down the street and I thought, I'm bored. 470 00:22:02,458 --> 00:22:05,458 I wonder what Kyle and his girlfriend are up to right now. 471 00:22:07,458 --> 00:22:09,041 -Hi. -Hey. 472 00:22:09,041 --> 00:22:13,583 -Megan is at a bonfire. -Oh. That sounds sort of fun. 473 00:22:13,583 --> 00:22:14,959 Why aren't you there? 474 00:22:14,959 --> 00:22:17,792 Had to work on this scene for tomorrow. 475 00:22:17,792 --> 00:22:19,458 You running lines? Do you need help? 476 00:22:19,458 --> 00:22:21,458 Doing some rewrites, actually. 477 00:22:21,458 --> 00:22:23,375 Oh, taking a pass. Must be nice. 478 00:22:23,375 --> 00:22:27,959 You know, someday I will have that as a part of my contract. 479 00:22:27,959 --> 00:22:30,000 Your house is unbelievable. 480 00:22:33,709 --> 00:22:35,959 Do you need to get that? 481 00:22:37,333 --> 00:22:39,750 No. 482 00:22:39,750 --> 00:22:41,834 Can I ask you a question? 483 00:22:41,834 --> 00:22:44,458 Sure. 484 00:22:44,458 --> 00:22:47,041 Do you think that redemption exists? 485 00:22:47,041 --> 00:22:49,709 Wow, that's quite a question. 486 00:22:49,709 --> 00:22:52,500 It's supposedly what this scene is about. 487 00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:56,667 A man is haunted by everything that he did in his past. 488 00:22:56,667 --> 00:23:01,458 So if he destroys the man that taught him to do it, 489 00:23:01,458 --> 00:23:04,875 is he...changed in some way? 490 00:23:04,875 --> 00:23:08,709 Like, does anything change? 491 00:23:08,709 --> 00:23:11,667 Maybe not. 492 00:23:11,667 --> 00:23:13,000 That's heavy. 493 00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:14,667 Yeah. 494 00:23:14,667 --> 00:23:17,083 That's why I was asking about redemption. 495 00:23:17,083 --> 00:23:19,875 Maybe it's just an idea in the movies... 496 00:23:19,875 --> 00:23:21,709 not real. 497 00:23:21,709 --> 00:23:25,667 I went to Catholic school, so that's a tricky one for me. 498 00:23:25,667 --> 00:23:29,000 But I have been right where you are... 499 00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:30,875 you know, when you're trying to make something work 500 00:23:30,875 --> 00:23:35,500 and it just doesn't feel right in here. 501 00:23:38,667 --> 00:23:40,709 I can stay a while. 502 00:23:40,709 --> 00:23:42,959 Help you get through it. 503 00:23:47,500 --> 00:23:50,000 Thank you. 504 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:52,667 But I gotta do this myself. 505 00:23:52,667 --> 00:23:55,875 You sure? 506 00:23:55,875 --> 00:23:57,875 Yeah. 507 00:23:57,875 --> 00:23:59,917 Okay. 508 00:23:59,917 --> 00:24:04,750 Well, if you change your mind and you wanna talk... 509 00:24:04,750 --> 00:24:07,208 I'll be up for a while. 510 00:24:07,208 --> 00:24:09,792 Take care of yourself. 511 00:24:11,208 --> 00:24:13,041 You too. 512 00:24:16,083 --> 00:24:19,542 Hey, hey, hey, hey! 513 00:24:19,542 --> 00:24:21,667 Why is no one in the hot tub? 514 00:24:27,750 --> 00:24:30,583 Ooh! 515 00:24:30,583 --> 00:24:32,583 It's incredible! 516 00:24:32,583 --> 00:24:34,583 Don't let me stop you. 517 00:24:34,583 --> 00:24:36,500 Yeah. No, thanks. 518 00:24:36,500 --> 00:24:40,166 I've had enough embarrassing exposure this year. 519 00:24:40,166 --> 00:24:42,125 Those photos. 520 00:24:42,125 --> 00:24:43,709 Didn't see 'em. 521 00:24:43,709 --> 00:24:45,625 So you're the one. 522 00:24:45,625 --> 00:24:49,041 If I had, you probably wouldn't have anything 523 00:24:49,041 --> 00:24:51,083 to be embarrassed about. 524 00:24:51,083 --> 00:24:55,125 Holy shit! Was that a compliment? 525 00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:58,792 Oh, come on. I'm not that much of an asshole. 526 00:24:58,792 --> 00:25:01,875 I just want the work to be great, you know? 527 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,250 It's going to be great. 528 00:25:03,250 --> 00:25:05,709 It's going to be a bloody disaster. 529 00:25:05,709 --> 00:25:08,792 That much is completely clear to me. 530 00:25:08,792 --> 00:25:11,875 -Owen is just-- -No, he's not... 531 00:25:11,875 --> 00:25:13,959 -He's awful, Megan. -Bad. 532 00:25:13,959 --> 00:25:16,500 He can't take direction. 533 00:25:16,500 --> 00:25:20,792 His performance never changes. 534 00:25:20,792 --> 00:25:22,750 -So pinch him. -I'd rather hit him 535 00:25:22,750 --> 00:25:24,625 -with a brick. -No, I'm serious, Nate. 536 00:25:24,625 --> 00:25:28,041 Like, he just sat here and he told us what he does to cry. 537 00:25:28,041 --> 00:25:31,166 You know, you need to work with him on that level. 538 00:25:31,166 --> 00:25:34,083 Not everybody thinks like you do. 539 00:25:35,583 --> 00:25:38,041 You don't seem to have a problem. 540 00:25:38,041 --> 00:25:40,291 Why is that? 541 00:25:40,291 --> 00:25:43,667 I don't know, I just don't. 542 00:25:43,667 --> 00:25:47,208 Ever since I read the play, it's like... 543 00:25:47,208 --> 00:25:50,834 the voices of the characters have already been in my head 544 00:25:50,834 --> 00:25:53,500 for a long time. 545 00:25:53,500 --> 00:25:56,125 Maybe you can explain that. 546 00:25:59,125 --> 00:26:03,208 ♪ ♪ 547 00:26:05,208 --> 00:26:07,250 I--I have to go. 548 00:26:07,250 --> 00:26:09,250 -Megan, wait. -No, I can't. I can't. 549 00:26:09,250 --> 00:26:11,125 -I can't do this. -Megan. 550 00:26:13,625 --> 00:26:15,875 ♪ And we danced by the light of the moon ♪ 551 00:26:15,875 --> 00:26:17,917 ♪ Buffalo gals, won't you come out tonight ♪ 552 00:26:17,917 --> 00:26:19,792 ♪ Come out tonight, come out tonight ♪ 553 00:26:19,792 --> 00:26:23,125 ♪ Buffalo gals, won't you come out tonight...♪ 554 00:26:23,125 --> 00:26:26,125 [somber music 555 00:26:26,125 --> 00:26:33,125 ♪ ♪ 556 00:26:43,625 --> 00:26:48,208 ♪ ♪ 557 00:26:51,667 --> 00:26:56,000 ♪ ♪ 558 00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:57,834 Mm. 559 00:26:57,834 --> 00:27:00,333 No! No, no, no, no. 560 00:27:00,333 --> 00:27:02,917 Oh, God. 561 00:27:06,709 --> 00:27:08,125 - Hey. - Hey. 562 00:27:08,125 --> 00:27:09,250 I can't talk right now, I'm really-- 563 00:27:09,250 --> 00:27:11,625 - Oh, shit. - Are you okay? 564 00:27:11,625 --> 00:27:13,083 What's going on? 565 00:27:13,083 --> 00:27:15,000 I had a really weird night last night. 566 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:17,083 I kissed my director. 567 00:27:17,083 --> 00:27:19,250 And now I'm gonna be late for my Institute workshop, 568 00:27:19,250 --> 00:27:22,375 'cause apparently I can't make a commitment 569 00:27:22,375 --> 00:27:24,125 -to anything. -Okay, wait. 570 00:27:24,125 --> 00:27:26,000 Back up to that first thing again. 571 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:28,291 And I think that Hope is right. 572 00:27:28,291 --> 00:27:29,959 I think that somebody is following me 573 00:27:29,959 --> 00:27:31,959 in a blue BMW. 574 00:27:31,959 --> 00:27:36,333 Oh, please. I told you not to listen to Hope's crazy shit. 575 00:27:36,333 --> 00:27:37,792 What's going on with you? 576 00:27:37,792 --> 00:27:38,917 It's gonna have to wait. 577 00:27:38,917 --> 00:27:40,750 I'm crazy late already. 578 00:27:40,750 --> 00:27:42,834 Oh, I'll call you later. 579 00:27:49,166 --> 00:27:51,792 So how many of you jumped out of bed 580 00:27:51,792 --> 00:27:54,125 at 7:00 this morning, energized and ready to go 581 00:27:54,125 --> 00:27:57,792 without an alarm? 582 00:28:00,291 --> 00:28:02,917 Megan, you didn't have to rush to make it here on time? 583 00:28:02,917 --> 00:28:05,208 Nope. Woke up at 7:00 right on the button. 584 00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:08,250 Right on. 585 00:28:08,250 --> 00:28:10,792 What is the point of lying 586 00:28:10,792 --> 00:28:13,333 about breaking a commitment to ourselves? 587 00:28:13,333 --> 00:28:15,166 Think about that for a second. 588 00:28:15,166 --> 00:28:18,792 Building your column starts with a clear vision 589 00:28:18,792 --> 00:28:20,709 of what you want your life to be. 590 00:28:20,709 --> 00:28:23,041 The vision becomes real when you follow through 591 00:28:23,041 --> 00:28:24,709 on your commitment to make it real. 592 00:28:24,709 --> 00:28:27,250 That's what the wakeup exercise is about. 593 00:28:27,250 --> 00:28:29,917 Declare an intention and make it happen. 594 00:28:29,917 --> 00:28:32,208 But first things first. 595 00:28:33,834 --> 00:28:38,792 Diana, what's your deepest, darkest secret? 596 00:28:38,792 --> 00:28:41,166 Something you've never told anyone. 597 00:28:43,834 --> 00:28:46,667 Don't--I'm sorry to put you on the spot. 598 00:28:46,667 --> 00:28:49,792 Listen, the point of that question 599 00:28:49,792 --> 00:28:53,375 is that you cannot have a clear picture of your future 600 00:28:53,375 --> 00:28:56,250 if you are held hostage by your past. 601 00:28:56,250 --> 00:28:58,208 Now here's the dirty little secret: 602 00:28:58,208 --> 00:29:01,125 you're free to go at any time. 603 00:29:01,125 --> 00:29:04,333 No one's holding you hostage but you. 604 00:29:04,333 --> 00:29:07,917 Okay, let's all find a partner. We're gonna build some trust, 605 00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:11,041 and how we're gonna do that is we are gonna share something 606 00:29:11,041 --> 00:29:13,000 surprising about ourselves. 607 00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:15,875 Doesn't matter what it is, as long as it's true. 608 00:29:15,875 --> 00:29:17,208 Okay? 609 00:29:22,083 --> 00:29:24,208 What do you say? Partners? 610 00:29:24,208 --> 00:29:27,083 Great. 611 00:29:27,083 --> 00:29:29,709 Okay. 612 00:29:29,709 --> 00:29:31,208 -I'll go first. -Mm-hmm. 613 00:29:31,208 --> 00:29:33,250 Um... 614 00:29:33,250 --> 00:29:36,458 James was right. I did not wake up on time, 615 00:29:36,458 --> 00:29:38,792 and I have no idea how the hell he knew that. 616 00:29:38,792 --> 00:29:40,959 Oh, please. That's easy. 617 00:29:40,959 --> 00:29:43,166 Your sweater's on inside out. 618 00:29:43,166 --> 00:29:47,291 And that wasn't surprising, so you owe me another one. 619 00:29:47,291 --> 00:29:50,834 Tell me something about Kyle West. 620 00:29:50,834 --> 00:29:53,959 I have a very visual mind. 621 00:29:56,917 --> 00:29:59,375 Ooh. Thank God for this break. 622 00:29:59,375 --> 00:30:01,333 -I though I was gonna burst. -I can't believe we had to 623 00:30:01,333 --> 00:30:03,750 commit to no food at all until lunch. 624 00:30:03,750 --> 00:30:05,166 I'm starving. 625 00:30:05,166 --> 00:30:06,875 Well I might be able to help you out. 626 00:30:06,875 --> 00:30:09,500 I know it's verboten, but I brought some granola bars. 627 00:30:09,500 --> 00:30:11,458 Oh, hell yeah! Bust them out, girl. 628 00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:12,959 They're in here somewhere. Oh-- 629 00:30:12,959 --> 00:30:14,083 Oh, let me help you with that. 630 00:30:14,083 --> 00:30:15,500 Wait, no, I-I got it. 631 00:30:15,500 --> 00:30:18,166 No, no, no, I got it. 632 00:30:18,166 --> 00:30:21,083 What the hell? This is a voice recorder. 633 00:30:22,917 --> 00:30:25,083 -You've been spying on me? -No. 634 00:30:25,083 --> 00:30:26,291 Trying to get me to say things about Kyle. 635 00:30:26,291 --> 00:30:27,500 No, that's not what I'm doing. 636 00:30:27,500 --> 00:30:29,875 -Bullshit. -Okay, okay, okay. 637 00:30:29,875 --> 00:30:32,792 I'll tell you. Just please keep your voice down. 638 00:30:34,291 --> 00:30:37,291 I'm a journalist. I'm doing an undercover piece 639 00:30:37,291 --> 00:30:39,125 on the Institute. 640 00:30:39,125 --> 00:30:41,417 Sure, they put out this positive image 641 00:30:41,417 --> 00:30:43,500 about helping the community and all that. 642 00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,291 But there are stories about some pretty dark shit going on here. 643 00:30:46,291 --> 00:30:48,583 You do know that, right? 644 00:30:48,583 --> 00:30:50,041 I've heard things. 645 00:30:50,041 --> 00:30:51,041 Yeah, and nobody's talking about it. 646 00:30:51,041 --> 00:30:52,834 That's the problem. 647 00:30:52,834 --> 00:30:54,125 When my piece comes out, 648 00:30:54,125 --> 00:30:55,333 I'm blowing the whole thing wide open. 649 00:30:55,333 --> 00:30:57,291 I'm bringing this place down. 650 00:30:59,375 --> 00:31:01,417 I know your boyfriend is into it, 651 00:31:01,417 --> 00:31:04,208 but I don't think he knows what's really going on. 652 00:31:04,208 --> 00:31:06,875 If he did, he'd want the truth to come out. 653 00:31:06,875 --> 00:31:09,000 Don't you think? 654 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:12,333 Break time's over. We're starting up again. 655 00:31:12,333 --> 00:31:13,875 We're coming. 656 00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:18,500 Be cool. Please. 657 00:31:29,375 --> 00:31:30,959 Wow. 658 00:31:30,959 --> 00:31:34,583 Well, this is really beautifully done. 659 00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:38,625 But we can't shoot it. 660 00:31:38,625 --> 00:31:40,458 What are you talking about? 661 00:31:40,458 --> 00:31:44,875 Kyle, this is the climax of a huge, big budget movie. 662 00:31:44,875 --> 00:31:47,333 The scene is about an assassin who's been running away 663 00:31:47,333 --> 00:31:49,208 his whole life finally confronting the man 664 00:31:49,208 --> 00:31:51,667 who made him that way, and you've written away from that. 665 00:31:51,667 --> 00:31:55,041 Yeah, I disagree. I--I feel like I gave 666 00:31:55,041 --> 00:31:57,875 Zev's character humanity and--and texture. 667 00:31:57,875 --> 00:32:00,375 No, you give Zev humanity as an actor. 668 00:32:00,375 --> 00:32:03,667 But as a writer, you have him brooding, 669 00:32:03,667 --> 00:32:05,625 speaking these beautifully written speeches 670 00:32:05,625 --> 00:32:08,917 about redemption, when he needs to be taking action. 671 00:32:08,917 --> 00:32:10,542 He's avoiding reality. 672 00:32:14,166 --> 00:32:16,083 I don't know. I-- 673 00:32:16,083 --> 00:32:18,458 Maybe I can look at it again. I just-- 674 00:32:18,458 --> 00:32:20,125 No. No more delays. 675 00:32:20,125 --> 00:32:22,166 I need you to do whatever you need to do 676 00:32:22,166 --> 00:32:23,667 to get your head straight 677 00:32:23,667 --> 00:32:26,250 because we are shooting this scene later today. 678 00:32:26,250 --> 00:32:28,250 The original version, as written. 679 00:32:33,959 --> 00:32:40,959 ♪ ♪ 680 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:54,625 So you decided to come. 681 00:32:54,625 --> 00:32:57,083 See the old man off. 682 00:32:58,667 --> 00:33:03,709 Look, I know I made mistakes. 683 00:33:03,709 --> 00:33:07,041 Wasn't much of a role model. 684 00:33:07,041 --> 00:33:10,333 But I did the best I could. 685 00:33:12,542 --> 00:33:15,417 You need to know that, son. 686 00:33:26,709 --> 00:33:29,250 It's the last one. 687 00:33:32,291 --> 00:33:39,291 ♪ ♪ 688 00:33:41,750 --> 00:33:45,000 I watched as those men beat that boy 689 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:46,500 half to death. 690 00:33:50,375 --> 00:33:52,333 They didn't even know him. 691 00:33:52,333 --> 00:33:56,166 They just did it because of the color of his skin. 692 00:33:56,166 --> 00:34:00,000 I wanted to stop them. I wanted to do something. 693 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:02,500 But I couldn't. I couldn't even move. 694 00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:05,583 I was so afraid. 695 00:34:05,583 --> 00:34:08,667 And when they finally left, they said 696 00:34:08,667 --> 00:34:11,333 not to say anything to anybody. 697 00:34:11,333 --> 00:34:15,500 Ever. 698 00:34:15,500 --> 00:34:19,417 And I never did until now. 699 00:34:19,417 --> 00:34:22,750 I always felt so ashamed. 700 00:34:22,750 --> 00:34:25,417 How about now? How do you feel? 701 00:34:25,417 --> 00:34:28,542 Better. 702 00:34:28,542 --> 00:34:32,250 Because that secret no longer controls you. 703 00:34:34,041 --> 00:34:35,542 Here's my secret: 704 00:34:37,083 --> 00:34:42,709 This is...what I was afraid to share with the world. 705 00:34:47,458 --> 00:34:49,375 And now when I look at it, it just tells me 706 00:34:49,375 --> 00:34:51,542 how far I've come. 707 00:34:51,542 --> 00:34:54,375 The good stuff is just beginning. 708 00:34:54,375 --> 00:34:57,083 Trust me. 709 00:35:00,667 --> 00:35:05,083 Go ahead. You think if I'm gone it's all over? 710 00:35:05,083 --> 00:35:08,125 You're done? 711 00:35:10,500 --> 00:35:13,834 No, Liam. I don't. 712 00:35:22,250 --> 00:35:25,875 But I gotta start somewhere. 713 00:35:25,875 --> 00:35:27,667 And cut! That's a cut! 714 00:35:29,625 --> 00:35:32,291 Fantastic. Brilliant. 715 00:35:32,291 --> 00:35:33,583 We were riveted back there. 716 00:35:36,417 --> 00:35:39,458 On this one, let's dial the emotions back a hair. 717 00:35:39,458 --> 00:35:42,458 Right. Yeah. 718 00:35:42,458 --> 00:35:45,667 All right, let's go again. 719 00:35:45,667 --> 00:35:48,792 Secrets do so much more harm to us than truth. 720 00:35:48,792 --> 00:35:50,542 Truth is freedom. 721 00:35:50,542 --> 00:35:54,458 So what are we actually afraid of? 722 00:35:54,458 --> 00:35:56,875 Who wants to go next? 723 00:36:00,166 --> 00:36:07,166 ♪ ♪ 724 00:36:07,166 --> 00:36:09,291 Right. Okay. 725 00:36:09,291 --> 00:36:12,750 Um, Nina, would you please go with these gentlemen? 726 00:36:12,750 --> 00:36:14,625 Take your things with you. 727 00:36:14,625 --> 00:36:18,417 Why? What's going on? 728 00:36:23,375 --> 00:36:24,625 Hey, you can't do that. 729 00:36:27,500 --> 00:36:29,291 We need you to come with us. 730 00:36:29,291 --> 00:36:31,667 What are you doing? Let go of me! 731 00:36:31,667 --> 00:36:33,375 This is your fault. You did this, didn't you? 732 00:36:33,375 --> 00:36:35,667 You di--Let go of me! 733 00:36:42,375 --> 00:36:44,500 Not to say anything to anybody, ever. 734 00:36:44,500 --> 00:36:47,959 And I never did until now. 735 00:36:47,959 --> 00:36:50,375 I appreciate what you did. 736 00:36:50,375 --> 00:36:53,709 That woman, Nina-- if that's even her real name-- 737 00:36:53,709 --> 00:36:55,333 clearly had an axe to grind. 738 00:36:55,333 --> 00:36:58,375 It doesn't feel great, ratting someone out. 739 00:36:58,375 --> 00:37:02,333 But there are people sharing some really personal stories 740 00:37:02,333 --> 00:37:05,250 that shouldn't end up in some random magazine article. 741 00:37:07,333 --> 00:37:09,458 Well, I should probably head back. 742 00:37:11,709 --> 00:37:13,250 Megan. 743 00:37:13,250 --> 00:37:14,875 Your workshop's almost over. 744 00:37:14,875 --> 00:37:16,417 Don't just be a spectator. 745 00:37:16,417 --> 00:37:19,709 If you really wanna know what IHM's all about, 746 00:37:19,709 --> 00:37:20,709 do the work. 747 00:37:20,709 --> 00:37:27,709 ♪ ♪ 748 00:37:48,750 --> 00:37:51,709 So...did you find out what you wanted? 749 00:37:53,750 --> 00:37:57,333 Not the expected outcome, honestly. 750 00:37:57,333 --> 00:37:59,917 Sometimes the ones who are most resistant 751 00:37:59,917 --> 00:38:03,375 end up with the biggest breakthroughs. 752 00:38:06,458 --> 00:38:10,291 Okay. We have one last member of our esteemed group 753 00:38:10,291 --> 00:38:12,583 who has yet to share. 754 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:19,542 Megan. Your deepest, darkest secret. 755 00:38:19,542 --> 00:38:21,458 I--I'm not really sure. 756 00:38:21,458 --> 00:38:23,750 Well, you don't have to. 757 00:38:23,750 --> 00:38:25,375 But I promise you, whatever you're afraid 758 00:38:25,375 --> 00:38:26,875 is gonna happen won't. 759 00:38:26,875 --> 00:38:29,917 And I'll be right here to help you clean up 760 00:38:29,917 --> 00:38:32,625 if you start blubbering like I did. 761 00:38:36,542 --> 00:38:40,000 I've been living with this for so long. 762 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:42,417 I haven't told anyone. 763 00:38:42,417 --> 00:38:44,959 No one, except my best friend. 764 00:38:44,959 --> 00:38:48,542 Well, you're with a whole group of best friends now. 765 00:38:48,542 --> 00:38:49,875 It's safe here. 766 00:38:52,667 --> 00:38:56,417 ♪ ♪ 767 00:38:56,417 --> 00:38:58,792 I thought everything would be all right. 768 00:38:58,792 --> 00:39:02,458 I thought changing my mind was enough. 769 00:39:02,458 --> 00:39:04,417 But it wasn't. 770 00:39:08,834 --> 00:39:11,375 He only lived a few days after he was born. 771 00:39:11,375 --> 00:39:14,792 And they told me it was some kind of genetic defect 772 00:39:14,792 --> 00:39:19,500 and that he never had a chance, but...I knew the truth. 773 00:39:23,542 --> 00:39:27,542 It was my fault... that Patrick died. 774 00:39:30,792 --> 00:39:33,333 That's what I named him. 775 00:39:33,333 --> 00:39:35,000 Patrick. 776 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:38,709 And I still put flowers on his grave 777 00:39:38,709 --> 00:39:41,083 every year for his birthday. 778 00:39:45,500 --> 00:39:46,792 Thank you. 779 00:39:52,667 --> 00:39:56,000 I'm glad you told me. Yeah. 780 00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:58,125 And just remember, your real family's here, bud. 781 00:39:58,125 --> 00:40:00,667 So you choose what to hold onto and what to let go of. 782 00:40:00,667 --> 00:40:03,709 You know? 783 00:40:03,709 --> 00:40:05,917 Yeah, me too. 784 00:40:08,083 --> 00:40:11,625 -Kyle's father died. -Ah. 785 00:40:11,625 --> 00:40:13,041 He said that he'd been sending them money 786 00:40:13,041 --> 00:40:15,166 for a few months, after the insurance ran out. 787 00:40:15,166 --> 00:40:16,625 He also said that that was a mistake, 788 00:40:16,625 --> 00:40:19,375 not sharing it with me. 789 00:40:19,375 --> 00:40:22,375 It was much better, letting him come to me on his own. 790 00:40:22,375 --> 00:40:25,750 You were right. 791 00:40:25,750 --> 00:40:28,041 You're welcome. 792 00:40:28,041 --> 00:40:31,709 And now you get to take me to Nobu for dinner. 793 00:40:34,583 --> 00:40:36,041 Okay. 794 00:40:39,041 --> 00:40:44,625 ♪ ♪ 795 00:40:44,625 --> 00:40:47,458 And I promise we'll have proper wine glasses 796 00:40:47,458 --> 00:40:50,125 by the time we open. 797 00:40:50,125 --> 00:40:53,083 Okay, we'll pick it up tomorrow with the prison scene. 798 00:40:53,083 --> 00:40:56,583 But really nice work, everybody. 799 00:40:56,583 --> 00:40:58,667 Great job. 800 00:40:58,667 --> 00:41:00,917 -Wow, thanks. -Thanks, Nate. 801 00:41:02,667 --> 00:41:03,792 Well, then. 802 00:41:07,834 --> 00:41:10,792 Megan, can you hang back a minute? 803 00:41:17,834 --> 00:41:23,792 Listen, I know the right thing to say here. 804 00:41:23,792 --> 00:41:26,083 Last night was a mistake. 805 00:41:26,083 --> 00:41:28,959 We have a play to do and we have to be professional, 806 00:41:28,959 --> 00:41:30,542 and what happened by the fire 807 00:41:30,542 --> 00:41:33,959 was just about the beer and weed. 808 00:41:33,959 --> 00:41:36,709 But I don't know. 809 00:41:36,709 --> 00:41:39,208 Something tells me that isn't the truth 810 00:41:39,208 --> 00:41:41,583 for either of us. 811 00:41:41,583 --> 00:41:43,959 Do you think I'm wrong? 812 00:41:47,208 --> 00:41:49,709 We have a play to do, 813 00:41:49,709 --> 00:41:52,917 and we have to be professional. 814 00:41:52,917 --> 00:41:55,959 Last night was a mistake. 815 00:41:55,959 --> 00:42:02,959 ♪ ♪ 816 00:42:02,959 --> 00:42:06,834 ♪ Eyes, barely open ♪ 817 00:42:06,834 --> 00:42:12,166 ♪ See red ♪ 818 00:42:12,166 --> 00:42:18,834 ♪ And the smoke that got in the way...♪ 819 00:42:20,250 --> 00:42:21,583 Hey. 820 00:42:24,792 --> 00:42:26,166 Hey. 821 00:42:26,166 --> 00:42:28,125 You okay? 822 00:42:28,125 --> 00:42:31,583 ♪ ♪ 823 00:42:31,583 --> 00:42:34,000 ♪ We will rise ♪ 824 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:38,750 ♪ We will fall down ♪ 825 00:42:38,750 --> 00:42:39,917 ♪ ♪ 826 00:42:39,917 --> 00:42:42,250 ♪ We will rise ♪ 827 00:42:42,250 --> 00:42:47,125 ♪ We will fall down ♪ 828 00:42:47,125 --> 00:42:54,667 ♪ Rising, rising like a plume of fire ♪ 829 00:42:54,667 --> 00:42:59,750 ♪ Falling, falling like a troubled ♪ 830 00:42:59,750 --> 00:43:03,291 ♪ Rain ♪